hmmm what to write...? i guess i'm gunna write completely what's on my mind, because sometimes i find it so hard to tell people around me what i truly think (god i hope they dont read this!)
i really wanted to go out tonight to romford with erin and her mates, but since she wasnt going i couldnt tag with her. that guy ross who i pulled a couple weeks ago would be there and i want to see him..kinda...
i was soooooo drunk when i pulled him and i think i acted like a complete prat :crazy:(though i cant be sure lol) anyway i liked him and we exchanged numbers and texted a bit, but i got all neurotic, then then he acted kinda disinterested and i havent talked to him since.
he'll be there on friday though, so i am going to make sure i look absolutely stunning (sexy t-shirt, denim mini, punk boots, freshly dyed hair, and cherry red lips!)
i'm finding it sooo hard right now :( though.....
i'm on my gap year and i'm really bored. all my friends are having a grand old time at uni, while i'm stuck at home working in a crappy clothes shop. i have hardly any friends near me (apart from erin who is lovely) and i am such a social person, and i'm finding it hard having no one on my level.
i'm going to stop moaning now though becuase no one enjoys someone else's pity-party (unless they're sadistic bastards)
there are so many good things happening right now - me and g are going to sheffield to have a look at the uni, i'm going on holiday to malta with the folks, me and emily are going to see finch (!), i'm taking my ma to prague for her birthday, and i do have amazing friends and family...i'm a lucky person really.