tag:punkally.blog.co.uk,2009-11-07:/me being neurotic and honest...someone has to know how i truly feelMokoFeed2009-11-07T21:47:37+01:00tag:punkally.blog.co.uk,2005-04-30:/2005/04/30/why_do_i_keep_embarrassing_myself_in_pub/punkally2005-04-30T12:25:17+02:002005-04-30T12:25:17+02:00 <p>oh.my.god. i want to die (and its not just the major hangover which is pulverising my head). last night me and geraldine went to romford. first we had a bottle of wine, then two jugs of cocktails, then a couple alchopops and mixed in some tequila shots...we were so fucked <img src="/img/smilies/graydead.gif" alt="XX(" class="middle" border="0">. i made a right show of myself and ended up kissing this 16 year-old (what the fuck was he doing in a pub?!) geraldine disappeared for ages...god knows what she was doing and i had verbal diahoerrea.... i am so embarrassing!! i think erin is pissed at me (or at least sick of me and my drunken ways...<img src="/img/smilies/graysigh.gif" alt=":**:" class="middle" border="0">)<br> right this is it! from henceforth (that sounds nice and pretentious) i will no longer be a pisshead!! well...until i go to uni in september at least!<br> in other news i actually had a good week at work. the girls in the clothes shop are all really nice, one girl called becki is such a laugh. when we're together we turn into naughty little children - we had to send 13 packages at the post office and after we did that we went and did some shopping in the high street instead of going straight back to work..then we told our boss the line was really big which is why we were so long lol!!<br> right i've gotta go now...this pisshead has to go and rectify her drunken ways.... man why does nothing go the way you want it to??!!?!? grrrrrrr!! </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://punkally.blog.co.uk/2005/04/30/why_do_i_keep_embarrassing_myself_in_pub/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:punkally.blog.co.uk,2005-04-24:/2005/04/24/the_blog_is_born/punkally2005-04-24T18:21:47+02:002005-04-24T18:21:47+02:00 <p>hmmm what to write...? i guess i'm gunna write completely what's on my mind, because sometimes i find it so hard to tell people around me what i truly think (god i hope they dont read this!)<br> i really wanted to go out tonight to romford with erin and her mates, but since she wasnt going i couldnt tag with her. that guy ross who i pulled a couple weeks ago would be there and i want to see him..kinda...<br> i was soooooo drunk when i pulled him and i think i acted like a complete prat <img src="/img/smilies/icon_crazy.gif" alt=":crazy:" class="middle" border="0">(though i cant be sure lol) anyway i liked him and we exchanged numbers and texted a bit, but i got all neurotic, then then he acted kinda disinterested and i havent talked to him since.<br> he'll be there on friday though, so i am going to make sure i look absolutely stunning (sexy t-shirt, denim mini, punk boots, freshly dyed hair, and cherry red lips!)<br> i'm finding it sooo hard right now <img src="/img/smilies/icon_sad.gif" alt=":(" class="middle" border="0"> though.....<br> i'm on my gap year and i'm really bored. all my friends are having a grand old time at uni, while i'm stuck at home working in a crappy clothes shop. i have hardly any friends near me (apart from erin who is lovely) and i am such a social person, and i'm finding it hard having no one on my level.<br> i'm going to stop moaning now though becuase no one enjoys someone else's pity-party (unless they're sadistic bastards)<br> there are so many good things happening right now - me and g are going to sheffield to have a look at the uni, i'm going on holiday to malta with the folks, me and emily are going to see finch (!), i'm taking my ma to prague for her birthday, and i do have amazing friends and family...i'm a lucky person really. </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://punkally.blog.co.uk/2005/04/24/the_blog_is_born/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>